Sweet Surrender

Last night I wrestled with God, and I lost. He had been trying to take something from my hands- something I wanted Him to help me with, but I just wouldn't let it go. Well, after fussing, fighting, fuming, shouting to have my own way and clutching tooth and nail at the thing I asked Him to fix, I finally dropped and released it. It's funny how we cling to things out of fear thinking that it will make us have more control over the situation- when in fact we end up having less. I sat down and watched Him take it away, knowing it was now completely out of my hands. Did I make the right decision? Did I have any choice at all? No real answers as of yet. I only know that my dilemma is now in the best of all possible hands. My heart, at least for now, is somewhat at peace. Amy, I love you with all my heart, and I will wait forever for you~